What do I say now?
This has been a very interesting summer to say the least.

Studying for a ridiculous(ly hard) exam. Trying to figure out who I am and where I belong. Teaching lovely little children who cannot pay attention for a bit. Learning to speak up for myself though it is quite hard to do as an introvert. Trying to speak in funny Britsh accents. Meeting new friends and catching up with old ones. Bragging on my King of Glory to some. Loving on my Demidog.

And then there's the hard stuff of growing up:
Where and when do you defy your parents when you know it is the right thing to do? And how can obeying God's will go against obeying your parents, and how, tell me how do I deal with it all?

This is all to say that life is sometimes (at most times) just messy and no cliche statement I can think of will cover it all.

Tragedies are everywhere. Just look at the news. Amidst the rave over Olympics, we hear news of crime from Aurora, Wisconsin, and even Joplin MO.

And though the wrong seems oft so strong, I know one thing, God is the ruler yet. And He is a good God. Sometimes that is all I know, that is all i can trust in.

"Aah.. life is good."

says my dog, smiling her face off. 

She had a sad weekend. We were out of town for a couple of days, and she had to stay at the vet's office on those days. When we got back, she was beyond excited. 

Today after i got home from volunteering, she has not left my side. She gave me sweet kisses and proceeded to lay down next to me. It was wonderful. 

Ahh.. life is good.

It is Christ

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Remember, therefore, it is not thy hold of Christ that saves thee - it is Christ; it is not thy joy in Christ that saves thee - it is Christ; it is not even faith in Christ, though that be the instrument - it is Christ's blood and merits; therefore look not so much to thy hand with which thou art grasping Christ, as to Christ; look not to thy hope, but to Jesus, the source of thy hope; look not to thy faith, but to Jesus, the author and finisher of thy faith. We shall never find happiness by looking at our prayers, our doings, or our feelings; it is what Jesus is, not what we are, that gives rest to the soul. 
- Charles H. Spurgeon

I asked God for strength that I might achieve. I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health that I might do greater things. I was given infirmity that I might do better things. I asked for riches that I might be happy. I was given poverty that I might be wise. I asked for power that I might have the praise of men. I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. I was given life that I might enjoy all things. I got nothing that I asked for, but everything I hoped for.  Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered.  I am, among all men, most richly blessed. ~The Prayer of an Unknown Confederate Soldier

What a dangerous prayer!

on Laughter

Sarah and Abraham were wanting children. Let's start reading at Genesis 18:11-15.

       Now Abraham and Sarah were old, well advanced in age; and Sarah had passed the age of childbearing. 

            Therefore Sarah laughed within herself saying, 'After I have grown old, shall I have pleasure, my lord being old also?' 

             And the Lord said to Abraham, 'Why did Sarah laugh, saying, 'Shall I surely bear a child, since I am old? Is anything too hard for the Lord? At the appointed time, I will return to you, according to the time of life, and Sarah shall have a son.'


            But Sarah denied it, saying, 'I did not laugh,' for she was afraid.


           And He said, 'No, but you did laugh!'


Much to Sarah's surprise, she did have a child.


        And Sarah said, 'God has made me laugh, and all who hear will laugh with me.'  Genesis 21:6


Guess what she named the kid? Issac,which literally means, he laughs.


>>>>>Fast forward to thousands of years after the birth of Isaac.


Pregnant Elizabeth said to Mary, the mother of Jesus, 

           For indeed, as soon as the voice of your greeting sounded in my ears, the babe leaped in my womb for you. Blessed is she who believed, for there will be a fulfillment of things which were told her from the Lord. Luke 1: 44,45


The coming of Jesus caused even a baby in the womb to jump for joy.


Laughter is a beautiful thing. And so is joy! 

the Lord provides

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Kerala, India

            In my parent's home, there is a plaque on the wall, right when you walk in, and it says, the Lord provides. Today, while pondering on a difficult situation in my life, I looked up and saw the plaque, and remembered. 

When I was young

          I thought back to the time that we first got the plaque many years ago. I think we found it at a garage sale somewhere. I immigrated from India along with my family to the US 10 years ago. With little money, few possessions, no friends, and no social support, we struggled to live in this strange, new world. But the Lord has provided. Yes, he has. Although our transition to this new life was sometimes rough, He still has met all  our needs, and has provided for us through it all. 

         And He will provide once again. Though I cannot see the future, and though I cannot see my sweet Savior's face, I can believe in His provision. He has provided in the past, and He will do so to the very end - for His name's sake. 

The Lord is my Shepherd.

I shall not want. 

He makes me to lie down in green pastures.

He leads me beside still waters.

He restores my soul.
He leads me in the paths of righteousness 

for His name's sake. 

~ Psalm 23: 1,2,3

on Friendship

Dear friends, 
Just so you know, you mean a lot to me. 
Your presence and friendship has encouraged me far more than you can imagine. 

This is gonna be heavy guys. But, it's the truth. Once, I thought I would never really have good friends. After a lot of bad friendships that ended in disaster, I really did believe that I was friend un-worthy. 

Then I realized something, that I may truly be friend-unworthy. That, I may have done some things/ been somethings that makes me less than friend material. That's where Jesus comes in guys. He sees everything unworthy in me, and still loves me just the same. 

Guess what that means? I can make friends, by His grace, who see all the mess in me and still love me the same. because even the perfect Son of God was willing to do that. Amen? 

Thank you also for your encouragements to be better, to be holy, to be more like Jesus. because we all know that we need more mini-Jesuses in this world, bringing glory to our Father above. 

Love you all. 

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